Many things happened over the months.. Ended my year 2 sem 2, partying like crazy with the ppl I love and working like as if I am broke (although I have always been). Way too much things. Slowly everyone is having and living their own lives. Have not seen some of them for months. As we grow up, many things tends to change. Friendships start to drift apart sometimes. It wasn't like school days.
Thinking back, some things you will just missed the way they were and was satisfied back then. Now, as things change, it doesn't stay the way it should be.
Some things are worth to hold on. Some are just meant to let go. Now I start to question myself: what do I really want from my life?
I missed the time back then. And I miss someone which I thought I have let go. But no, when knowing that things change. Chance only happened once. Do I go for it? Or should just forget about it?
It is important to grab chance but is it the right choice? It might backfire as that's what I feel. Is it worth the try? I have no idea.
Knowing that I do miss what I had. But is it right to start all over again if the chance is there for me to grab? I can say that I still miss you. I'm sorry.