Can time moves slower?! I feel like I can't breathe with everything tied up to my neck.. Crap! Oh well...... OCTOBER WAS AN AWESOME MONTH!! Thank you to all the people who had made it so wonderful for me! And my 21st! :) especially to my aunties clans! You girls are the best! We should really open an events company. No joke about that! Hahaha! I really had an awesome time although it was very tiring... I still had lots of fun over the weeks :D in the month of October, I had completed a 16.8km run! A new achievement :) I have a full marathon in December, that will be my real achievement after I complete that! Hehe! Honestly, I think I am crazy but I know the satisfaction of completing a full marathon is something that money can't buy. So, I am going for it! even though I am going for exams the next day like a cripple. Hahaha! I think it will be worthwhile to try it once in a lifetime. :) hope that my November will be good~ can't wait for holidays!!!

I am disappointed that he cannot attend. Happy for the fact that he got what he want, still can feel the disappointment although I am prepared for it. Maybe I had set my expectations too high. It came to me that, whether with his or without his presence, it doesn't affect me anymore because I know, I have already let go. Long enough for me to realise that, he doesn't come into my mind anymore and that I live my life for myself and without thinking about him. I guess I can say I made it :) this is my best birthday present I believe. :)
All I want is to have memories stay but never to affect me including him.