One year ago, this is the month that has been hell for me.. So fast one year is over.. Many things happened. But how much do I remember? I guess only those that really made an impact in my life over this one year. Hurt deep enough that the scar remains. A scar that follows me into the later years of my life. I still remember clearly the scenes. The mistakes made and the last talk over the r/s. Well, it all ended back then. To think back, how I wish I could live it all over again with different words and different lines to say. To think through what I did really want to say. Blame it on my thoughts and feelings. Whatever it may be, it is over. To live the moment now is more important than anything else, not to regret again. Hurt deep enough to teach me things that I never had learnt. Mistakes that become lessons and experiences. So much apology that I will like to say but I will never have the chance to. Now to hope that I can turn back time. It will never happen.... Still regrets I guess...