Honestly, I think the wound that I had will not heal. Even though I could display that smile which I used to have, it is just different and only i myself know that. Well, it has been quite long but still feel some aches at times. What else can I say? Time will heal the pain bit by bit but it can't fully heal you anymore. Like when you glue 2 pieces of paper tgt and then tear them apart, there are bound to be tears between them and nothing can be done to make the paper perfect again. Everyone will experience this to learn and grow. So yeah, life hasn't been that bad after all. I got a temporary admin job which allow me to have extra cash to spend before the school starts. :) life could be hard on you at times but after all, you will still taste the sweetness of it. Take whatever it throws to you and handle it, even the worse situation, to make something meaningful from it. Not everything in life is successful. That's why there are things like failure, lessons and experiences. :) my wounds have left scars behind and these are lessons that I remembered to guide me through the later part of life...