I knew it will never remain covered.. As such, secrets are not meant to be told to anyone... Just wrong... I ruined it in my hands again... To do such stupid things, I will have to pay a price for it.. And now I am getting it.. Paying for it.. I did it one stupid thing that made me so lost before once.. And now another stupid thing that make me even worse.. More screwed up.. One word to describe: regret.. This word makes me learn things in a hard way.. Always.. That's why people say, when do anything, please think before action.. I lost what I used to have and want.. And now, I know I don't want to lose this.. Do I have a way to solve this? Will it be solved? Things won't be the same.. And I know it won't..