Yeah.. A month of joyful festive season.. Well, working for this season and trying to make my last month of 2011 more worthwhile an meaningful.. Last year, it was a sweet, lovely and wild month.. This year, it changed and just within a year.. Oh well.. People say if you are thinking of revenge after a broken relationship, most probably you still can't get over the person and miss them.. Sighs.. I don't know.. Really.. Freaking 3 months plus.. Thought I moved on but sometimes I feel I am stuck.. Just stuck to where I was before.. I don't know what I am feeling now.. Hate? No. Like? Confirm not. Miss? Maybe. It could be just miss.. Well, I guess I was strong enough not to drop any more tears after once.. I won't say 2011 was a crap year because the year started great.. It just changed as the months passed.. And now, I am not lonely, I am just alone. I guess I can say that.. I have friends that care and family that love me.. Whether am I falling in love or out of love, all these won't change.. This has been a year of ups and downs.. May it be in school, work or relationship.. Yeah, I had my share of it.. I just got to end this year right to start my 2012 brand new.. Have planned out what resolutions I have for 2012.. For 2011, I didn't complete much of it either.. Maybe push forward to 2012 :P as I only left with 2 weeks.. But 1 thing I must do it before 2011 end is to sort out my feelings and get myself to really move on before the clock strike 12am.. It is not going to be easy.. Really, I admit and confess.. Hopefully I can do it.. :)