I feel that I don't know you anymore... You are like a total stranger to me... When people put in that effort to talk to you, you don't appreciate, giving answers that just turn the conversation off.. And the reason for it? They talk and ask for the sake of it.. I really don't get you... What do you want? If efforts are shown, why do you think that way? And why don't you put in effort too? For things to work or happen, it takes 2 hands to clap.. Like what you always say.. But I never see you doing it.. Even when I try talking to you, more than half of the time you are looking at your phone.. You keep saying that we are judging you ever since that incident.. But what I feel is that you are judging us as a group.. What I know is you aren't like that when we first know and after years of friendship.. What is left now are the problems that can't be solved and never knew if they could be.. I just don't want to lose a friend.. However, the words that you used and the thinking or barrier that you made upon us have seriously make me given up.. I have no other solutions or anything else to say.. All I feel now is just disappointed of myself and you.. I treasure this friendship but it just seems like it doesn't bother you at all.. What else can i say? Now, I choose to say nth and just hope you live your life well.. And I will just live my life without you which I have been trying to.. Am I really over you? I guess... But I know more hurtful times are yet to come because memories aren't erasable.. The most painful period may seem to be over.. But these few months are when the most deepest memories I had which I know it is not easy for me to get through them... I need to move on, badly.. No matter what, I will never let my tears overtake me.. I gotta remain strong.. Whatever it takes, I got to get over this.. All I wish now is to concentrate on my exams and do my best for it.. I need to focus and not to be distracted by other stuffs.. I also hope that the friendship isn't that weak that I thought it was.. I just hope that it is stronger because I don't want to lose a friend.. It just seem impossible.. Just one question: do you even treasure it at first?