well well, it's november, the month of exams!! this is it.. the real hell... hahaha... 2 weeks of exams, 6 papers! how am i going to survive!!! my first exams in NUS.. how nice.. it is only like 3 months of school and exams now.. oh gosh!!! time really flies.. still got to face it no matter what.. i made up my mind to study so no complains.. don't know how uni paper will be like.. gotta aim high... real high... competition in uni is crazy.. there are so much people smarter than me! what am i supposed to do? i think i will need to eat the books and hug my notes to sleep every night.. hahahaha!! need to survive through these 4 years.. to think about it, 4 years may sound long.. but when the 4 years end, it is no joke.. hahaha! that's the time when i got to face the real world... scary... these 4 years i am not going to screw my life up... can't afford to.. too risky... hahaha.. shall just take things one step at a time...
watched 'One Day'.. indeed a nice movie but an unexpected ending.. sweet at the same time bitter... i remembered a line in the movie: i am not lonely, i am just alone... i would say this is something that i have to keep in mind.. :) and i like to share this favourite line too: “Whatever happens tomorrow, we have today. I’ll always remember it.” love it.. hehe.. always treasure and cherish what you have now.. don't wait till you know that you have lost it then you regret.. there are many things in life that once it's over or done, you can't redo or turn back time.. i have experienced it and there are things in life that i regret not doing or saying..
these few years in life made me experienced a lot and learnt a lot.. too much things for me to handle each time, each hurdle.. but i am really grateful for those who taught, guide and see me grow each time.. without them, my life won't be as fruitful and meaningful... many ups and downs that i faced whether is it alone or with someone, all these matters.. many 'what ifs', many memories playback.. if i am going to live my life all over again, i will want to go through the same things but with all the what ifs.. i guess most of us think this way too.. whatever it may be, that's life.. you can't live it all over again.. so i will just have to look forward, move on and stay strong.. =)
“Whatever happens tomorrow, we have today. I’ll always remember it.” - One Day