Well, time to update again.. It has been about 46 days... When I don't text, you just won't take the initiative to text at all.. Disappointing.. Each day I am just waiting, aimlessly. Waiting for that very day which you will text me first.. But I guess it will never happen.. To me, life without you, I know I am struggling to stay strong and live on being alone.. But for you, if the tweets mean something, why there are no actions? I guess maybe they are just your thoughts... I always wanted to ask you a question but I never had that courage.. But I think I know what's the answer.. Now, all I wish is that we can be like how we were before.. Friends who can talk anything under the sun.. 6 more days to birthday.. 1 year ago, you were there with me throughout the day and night.. This time only just that few hours I suppose.. Not really looking forward to become 20.. What to do? Have to move on... A year older, means to be a year more mature.. How long more I need to get over?
P.S: I'm not over you. Can you give us a chance to start all over again?