To be exact, today is exactly the 2nd month when we are back as friends... I don't understand some stuffs still but I guess we won't have another chance to talk much... I still miss the times we shared... But now, knowing that it is someone else who put that smile I used to see and always loved that smile.. Missing you is unavoidable as said... Not expressing so not to affect you.. I am trying to learn to know that it is no longer me who you will care or share ur stuffs.. But I really hope that as friends, you won't disappoint me being a friend... I want this friendship to last... To me, out of so many ppl, a chance to meet anyone and become friends is fate.. But to fall in love with you was my choice... I didn't regret that I fallen for you.. I guess it is meant to be part of my life... You are the first guy to almost everything.. I may regret some decisions that I didn't make.. And so many what ifs... Well, everything happened for a reason and I am gratefully for everything including you and my friends.. I just got to accept the fact that I am not part of your life and you are not part of mine now...