sighs... although friends, it just seems like strangers.. and it hurts.. much more than i can imagine.. many things ard me just remind me of the memories.. it is draining my energy at times.. heated arguement again.. just keep me pondering.. wth is going through ur mind, like seriously.. not only u are getting tired of it, soon i will too.. but i am not ready to let go.. i knew it won't be easy..
all the 1-word and short phrases replies are testing my patience level.. even if we are just friends, do u have to do this? not even a word of concern.. that's what i am afraid of from the very start when feelings are involved.. when friendship is sacrificed for relationship.. sighs..
i am trying to make things better but seems like each time, u just make me more demoralised.. was told things that to make me realise the other side which i didn't know.. after hearing, it is really like a knife stabbing right through my heart.. the pain is unbearable..
oh well, i just wish for the best for everything.. u have ur own stand and i have my own reasons.. the thing nv changed is that i still miss u..
you are the best thing that's ever been mine.....
