a year of joy, laughters, tears and sorrows. it just all ended. thanks for everything and sorry for the things that i had hurt you. there are so much things that i didn't realise which i seriouly think i need to reflect about myself.. but what is true is that my feelings are real.
i expected it to be your answer.. i know it and prepared before i met u.. i held back my tears to see u leave.. the next moment i broke down.. didnt know it will hurt so much, so deep.. it's the same scene playing back the time u walked away.. the last hug, the last kiss.. that saturday night was a torture.. each time i closed my eyes, memories flowed back into my mind.. my tears never stop rolling down my cheeks.. my eyes felt puffy and my head hurt. it is not going to be easy for me to let go. if i could turn back time, i will and change it. but i can't.
these days, each time i am alone, the times that we shared will play back.. every corner every path, there are something that we had together.. things around me bring back the memories of you.. i missed everything about you.. so much so that it hurts each time i think back.. sighs, i ruined everything in my own hands..
nothing much i can do now.. i respect your decision.. however, if i am given another chance, i will make it right even though i am going to do it all over again..
i miss you.