it's already March 2011. about 3 months without updating. haha. busy with hell lots of things and now poly life has came to an end. the 3 years in SP has officially ended. just waiting for graduation and hoping that my last sem will not be a disappointment to me b4 i graduate. i guess i will miss the time tgt with my wonderful classmates. hahaha. 3 years of study and play. made quite a number of good friends. =) DEPM 04 2008/09 - 2010/11 AWESOME!!! =) i learned a lot from the different experiences that i have been through. it was really great meeting and knowing this group of friends that had added beautiful memories in my life. thank you! (if u ever see it and u know who u are) haha. 世界上没有不散的宴席。now is the time where we have our own lives and future to pursue. i wish all of u all the best and may this friendship will be everlasting. =)
sometimes i wonder, have i been not acting myself lately? is that what i really want? making a decision is never easy. there are so many considerations that i have. ppl telling me to think through carefully as it is a friendship that i will have to sacrifice. i can't have the best of both worlds uh. the qns has been in my head for quite sometime and i had nv found an answer for it. i wonder have u really seen the true side of me although being friends for so long? i have so much shortcomings that i myself can't tolerate. have u ever thought about the considerations that i have been thinking about? am i thinking too much? i won't deny my feelings but is that my true feelings? i have no idea. i need to sound out soon i guess. it has been dragging for quite a while...
