here i am typing the last post of 2010. haven been updating it. hahaha. my bad. hmmm, let's see... 2010 had been a year of ups and downs. more of a bad year i guess. i clearly suffered for about 3 to 4 months of torturing emotions. but at least, it managed to end off before the year end. and i even lose weight, which i nv expect. hahaha. i learned a lot i guess. it's sth that i will nv forget but i won't bring it up often. it will just stay at a corner of memories. some things were just left unknown even though i ask. shall just say, he is guilty over it bah. shall take it that way bah. for the past 1 year plus, there are nice memories stayed with me. however, it seems like it is slowly fading away. during that period, i was really hurt and even shed tears. sounds dumb but i did it. it left a scar which would nv disappear. painful memories do flash through my mind at times. but i do believe that time heals wounds. and i think that i am healed. no awkwardness anymore. i tried seeking for answers but don't know is what i got. at the end, i managed to stand up and return to my old self, but some things don't remain de same. i don't know whatever i am doing now is right. it is just not what i expected. hai. just wanted this year to end right and good.
anyway, shall wish everyone a happy 2011, leaving 2010 and stepping into a better 2011!! =D
