so much work are just not done and FYP is another huge workload.. hai.. good to have things to keep me working and stop thinking.. like what i say, i am trying hard but not hard enough, i know.. i don't know why is so difficult.. but seriously, as a friend, can't i text becos i am just concerned? some things still bother me but i am not showing.. so it doesn't affect right? but why? a normal text won't bring me back to square 1 right? i'm still trying to ignore the presence and it's not easy.. but really i am trying.. sometimes, i just feel like letting everything go but sth hold me back.. what is it? thoughts still fills but only for quiet moments to myself.. and some things that will recall my memories.. i can say i have been much happier without any nonsense as there are only normal texts.. really fine, really..
不作你的朋友 - S.H.E
慢慢失忆
所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地
深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想 被你肯定
在这个时候
说我让你感动过
别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人
变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手
想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手并不会更好过
可不可以 不作你的朋友
慢慢心痛
没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中
看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候
对我比从前温柔
应该放晴的天气 还下雨
别这样下去 我难过
但是说不出口
一直逃避 我以为闭上眼睛
就能忘记我的记忆
开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过 我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头
别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人
变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手
想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手并不会更好过
可不可以 别回头
可不可以 就放手
可不可以 不作你的朋友
