Waiting for the end

on 24 july 2010, it marks an end to it. everything came to an end with the decision made and shown right in my face. thanks for making that decision. although it came way too sudden, nv thought of how will i react, still i made it through the night. didn't expect it to come so fast. at least, it put a full stop to everything. couldn't accept it the very moment but still managed to accept the fact. and it was a relief for me. all my questions were answered. there are some stuffs that has no answer but maybe they should be left unknown and nv to be asked again. thanks to those who been through the night with me. a right choice made not to stay at home that night. i don't know how to describe how i feel now. more than happy i guess. for the past 2 months plus, it feels like shit. at this moment, no worries, no questions, nth at all. u are out of my life right here, right now. everything that happened are all in the past. nv will i let u ever step back in and disrupt me again. i will live my own life now. say hello to the new pui hoon. =)