first week of holidays is coming to an end.. hmmm, many things happened after the camp.. busy with a lot of things.. as i had said, on the 16, went clubbing at butter factory with my classmates and friends.. WAS AWESOME!! hahaha.. quite high and happening.. i won't say much.. somehow, i nearly got carried away by my emotions but i remain still.. i could say that i am really HIGH that night.. but didn't do anything stupid.. haha.. 17, went to fix my phone as i cracked the screen.. hai.. can't fix le.. =( then shop with ryan.. dinner and movie with my wonderful friends! hehe.. 18 was my sis b'day.. stayed at home, rotted the whole day at home.. went out with my family to watch karate kid in the evening and had laska steamboat for dinner/supper!! =)
i still think that i am who i was last time.. maybe just a slight change.. ppl grow from experiences and i think i did.. i suppose i did change ever since i have stepped into poly but some things do change the way of my thinking.. still believing that time will heal the wounds.. others say u have to do sth in order to heal from the wounds and not just wait.. what can i do?? seriously i have no idea.. for the past one month, it feel like a part of me was missing and nowhere to be found.. but now, i no longer feel that often.. so i do believe that time heals.. some say to be prepared, the real challenge comes when u see the person again.. maybe.. without seeing really makes me feel better.. but how long will it lasts? i don't know.. there are so many what ifs but there is only a chance.. once u miss the only chance, no matter how much u regret and how many what ifs u have, the chance will nv come back.. u can nv turn back time, so regrets are left behind.. still got to move on.. how much am i prepared? i have no idea but i believe someday i will be ready..
