it's 25 june!! Joshua's b'day!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA!! (doubts he sees it) anyway, this week is crazy.. went butter again on 23rd.. just dance for the whole night non stop.. just some things that went through my mind which i shouldn't have even think about it.. but nvm, i still enjoy my night there.. didn't got much sleep after that.. 24th: went out to have dinner with my cousins.. talking about what we did in the past.. hahaha.. quite a lot of dumb and funny things that just brings back wonderful memories.. and today is 25th!! it will gonna to be FUN!! =)
a night that makes me flashback on past memories and think through again.. an afternoon of talks then make me realise a lot of things and understand much more.. wasn't really expecting much.. thought was fine all this while.. but it's true when u really sees the person again and everything just falls back to square one.. i have tried but why aren't things moving in the way i want it to be? the same questions are just popping back into my mind which i could nv get an answer.. how long more do i have to go through this?? i really want a break from all this.. tried very hard to avoid and ignore, sometimes, there are just some things that triggers it and caused all my efforts to be wasted and i am back to square one.. when will i ever stand up??
there is always two sides to a story and each of us will have to learn to understand.
