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i have no idea.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
2 weeks.. too much, too sudden, too ridiculous.. how can it happen so randomly? all these while, those were all fake? what more is coming up? more crap? maybe.. there is still a long way which no one will know what is going to happen.. but as for now, definitely it's crap.. ALL CRAP!! all the nonsense that i have been told, they just don't make sense.. not at all.. the actions and words doesn't match.. how much more can i believe and how long more? thought it will be easy but not at all.. definitely not.. ignoring and avoiding is not an option at all.. and 'don't know' is not an answer, it will be a 'yes' to me.. how much more can i take it? i really don't know.. efforts put in will just be wasted.. tears that have been shed are just plain useless.. what more can i ask for? nth i guess..
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